because that's the way it always goes, my depression has lifted and I am smiling and happy.
It's always like that. I can go to bed, content and happy and wake up the next morning in a depression that gets deeper as the days go by. I come out of it just as quickly. I have no reason why it happens like that, but...........glad it's gone.
Maybe it's because the sun is shining and it's 40 degrees today? Maybe it's because I posted a Merry Christmas on FB to all my extra grand children--the ones I have met through my real grandkids, and I got really loving comments back from some of them.
Maybe it's because tomorrow at noon, we will meet at Karen's and have a good time. Yes, my youngest and her family will be absent, but my original 3 will be there--the 3 of my youth and my son's cancer is not active, right now. Right now! Who knows what next year will bring, but right now--I am happy and grateful for that.
All five of Karen's kids will be there, plus my 2 month old great grand baby, and Pammie and sister Susan is even bringing her 3 grand children--my great nephew and nieces.
So--at this moment in time, and really, isn't that all we ever have? I am happy.