I'll be fine!
Remember, a couple of months ago? I promised not to ever post about my financial problems....and then I did it again! I guess I was just in shock from getting notice of all the increases in one hour period! It was like a wall was falling down on my head and I was scared to open another envelope or e-mail.
I get anxious with my budget being so tight, with no extra money. I worry about a car breakdown. What is a tree falls on the house in a storm? I couldn't even pay the deductible. My house insurance had dropped the replacement of the unit itself, because it is 20 years old. I had it insured for $35,000.00. I do have full replacement on the contents though, and that cost just went up. The contents are the important stuff anyway. If the house burns up, it would give me an excuse to go live with Pam or Karen or out to New Jersey with Jennifer. I pick NJ, then I can go to The Shore!!
I don't know why my car insurance goes up. My car is also 20 years old I don't have collision on it, only PL and PD, but Michigan has the highest car insurance rates.
Sorry--I will try to keep that worry to myself. Nobody wants to read a post about that stuff! I guess, it's just that this blog is kind of like my journal, with people reading, that will commiserate with me and tell me it will all work out.
...............................and of course it will. God will sustain me.
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I am so sick of this humidity we are having. I check my inside thermometer weather station, and the outside temps looks good. But the humidity is sometimes higher than the temperature and that makes for a miserable outside experience. Even since I had the heat stroke at age 15, I can't bear to high a temp and humidity. It just makes me nauseous and dizzy.
Which means, I am closed up in this house! It seems no different to have the A/C blower fan going or the furnace blower fan going in the winter. I am still all closed up. In fact, I get out more in the winter than I do now. Personally? I am waiting for September and October to get outside and clean up the gardens and the shed and enjoy myself.
I should note here, just because I am a Republican, whatever that is anymore, does not mean I don't believe in Climate Change. In 1968 we visited the Teton Mountains. There was a glacier on the side of the mountain formed in the perfect shape of a skillet--thus the name, Skillet Glacier. When I was back at the same spot in 2001, only part of the skillet bowl part remained. In fact, that is no longer a brown National Parks sign pointing to Skillet Glacier.
The horrendous fires in California. The floods, this unusual heat in Michigan, all point to Climate Change. Besides that, I studied about it way back in the 60's in college Geology class. The Professor predicted these events way back then.
However, there is nothing we can do about it and probably not much we have done to cause it. Climate changes have been going on since earth was created. We have had ice ages and heat waves that lasted for years. Animals and humans died. Volcano's erupting caused giant clouds of ash and dust that shut out the sun for years, and bringing winters of severe magnitude, causing everything to die. Then decades of relatively "normal" weather. The Climate Change chart looks like a giant roller coaster, as it goes up and then down.
Right now we are in another Climate Change era. The oceans are warming, dust storms are flying, higher snow falls and higher temperatures.
It always has been. It always will be.
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The other day on Face Book, I posted that I was going to start my own business. I would call it YouBear. Hire about half a dozen men in their late 60-mid-70's. You could call them to come pick up, drive you to the grocery store, push your cart out to the car, filled up the trunk, drive you home and carry the groceries into the house.
Or--you could call them to come out and trim hedges, cut-back and clean up the gardens, fix the hose connection and do any heavy work needed done.
Or, if you just wanted some company, they could take you out to dinner or sit and watch a ball game with you and just have some conversation. No Hanky-Panky involved, just Rent-A-Man for a couple of hours.
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Remember that afghan I had to rip out 6 times before I understood it? It's coming along nicely now.
I ran out of yarn, so Monday night, I got into my closet, opened up the end of the plastic yarn storage block and grabbed another skein. I was watching American Ninja Warrior and didn't realize for two rows that the yarn I was using was a very light Ecru! The next morning, in the daylight, I pulled the yarn storage box out so I could open it completely and found another skein of white yarn.
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Lastly, just to prove I am losing my mind. I opened up my cable bill and there was a one time charge of $15.99 on it. Wait. What?
So I panicked and called the company. They informed me that on July 27th, at 7:11, I watched an On Demand Movie, call, "You were never there." I told they lovely young lady that Number One: I would never, ever pay that much for a movie. Number Two: at 7:11 I was watching Wheel of Fortune, and Number Three: I had never, ever heard of that movie title.
She took the charge off for me and then walked me through how to put a PIN number in my TV so that if I ever watch an On Demand movie, I will have to enter that number. "To keep children or visitors from accessing On Demand." I told her no one was here except me and two cats. We decided to blame the cats. One of them must have stepped on the remote. (Sure.)
I must have hit the wrong button on the remote control when I was channeling hopping. I had to go into Parental Controls to set up the PIN. I think maybe I need a parent to watch me!!! I really felt like I had done something so senile oriented that I was losing it.
The cable company? When P's step son was staying here, and at the time of her stroke; I got a humungous bill. I had never setup a pin, and he had charged several movies (not the least of which was porn). Just one of the reasons I kicked his sorry a$$ out. Not the only reason, but enough of one.
ReplyDeleteYes, I read about your hiring 'men'. I had to laugh, Judy! LOL
I've also read about your financial straights on FB; I'm going to email you about some genealogy work. :)
xoxo
I have a love/hate relationship with the cable company. I don't have it set up with a pin to rent movies which I've only done twice in 18 years but I suppose I should in case I ever have a temporary caregiver staying with me.
ReplyDeleteI totally disagree with you about climate change but you already know what others say so I won't spam you on the topic. A lot of the science we learned in the '60s have come into better clarify and refinement in the past 50 years.
You can actually rent-a-man through Home Advisor for almost everything you mentioned---done it twice---and I want to get over my fear of using Uber in case I ever need rides. Someone also started Grub-hub that delivers restaurant food. So many good ideas! Now, if you could just hire someone to tell your rich daughter/s that they should take over a couple of your utility bills each month you'd have something worth paying a one-time fee for.
Hang in there, Judy! God has a way of working everything out.
ReplyDeleteAll you share I understand. A lot done here, too much but may live to be 100 and will sell a little at a time. Stopping everything I can and my flowers soon may have to cut down and do not want too.
ReplyDeleteawwww, the weather, a big topic of conversation in new jersey. it is so hot and so humid, the car thermometer said it was 88, it felt like 100. we went out to buy some on sale plants today, when we got home, i barely got my cloths off to get in the pool. the water is 90, not refreshing!!! but i still floated around because i knew if i went in the house there was work to do. i was outside for several hours, but my skin is getting very dark, i don't try, it just happens (olive skin)!!
ReplyDeletethe blanket is awesome!!! it takes time and practice to learn a pattern...that's why i knit the same thing over and over, once i have learned the pattern, its so much easier!!
You are right about climate change, the earth's climate has always been warming and cooling, long before people arrived on the scene.
ReplyDeleteI like the words on your afghan, cute and adorable and you have a fun idea for a business, rent a guy.
Judy, do you still have the same email address with Comcast? I sent an email to that address. Let me know if that's not the right one.
ReplyDeleteWhen we have financial concerns they are bound to intrude into our thoughts whether or not we want them to do so, has been my experience, so can understand how you might feel compelled to release the pressure of them here. Wishing you some relief sooner or later.
ReplyDeleteI’ve done quite a bit of sewing in years past, but very little hand work. I really admire the complex work you’re showing here. Your family is lucky to receive so much of your work and am sure they appreciate it.
I agree, there have been centuries of variations in our climate. Seems like over the years we begin to learn more about what’s going on. I think just as humans have polluted the waters with chemicals, the oceans with our trash/plastics, we’ve done so to the air we need to breathe for life. Thank heavens California has instituted some measures that have cut back on some of the sources that have created so much life-threatening smog here. I remember what that was like when we first moved here. I have experienced the gradual change for the positive occurring in direct relationship to reducing emissions into our air. I know I, like most Californians, will strongly resist any efforts to reverse what we’re doing to protect ourselves, our children’s and grandchildren’s health. I know too many adults and children who have respiratory problems, including asthma, who will all suffer if our air is allowed to worsen. Professionally, I’ve even worked with some. Midwest and Michigan have had, are having, or will have problems, too. Why not prevent this happening if we are capable of doing so? (We should be doing something instead of arguing about whether or not there’s climate change!)
Given what science has learned and we humans have experienced in our personal health — logic and what we’ve seen tells me that pollution allowed to continue and worsen is ever-expanding to an even bigger scale with population increases and more people, in more countries. Thank heavens some of them, at least, are trying to change. We have the technology and ability. I think it’s nothing short of criminal that our nation is failing to do the same. I think efforts to safe guard our health and that of this planet is just basic common sense for all of us — agnostics, atheists, all religions. Surely a loving God would want this earth and creations preserved — considers us earth’s caretakers. We might have to make some hard choices for some of us on how to accomplish that.
Yeah, this humidity is ruining summer It to uncomfortable to do anything outside! Just as bad as in the freezing temps in the Winter. Does not help my state of mind right now at all! Anyway, I love the afghan your making. So cute!
ReplyDeleteThe afghan is SUPER adorable. Maybe you could sell some of your art? Or get paid for trying new patterns?
ReplyDeleteUnbelievable that so many of your expenses have increased at the same time! I'd re-apply for food assistance now that so many other bills have gone up ... Of course, I'm shocked that you only get $20 per month! Does your County have a department on aging? You might get some serious help from them!
So happy when you post .... wish you would do it more.
We don't agree about climate change. Big surprise, huh? I know you're not going to change your mind, and I'm not going to change mine so we will agree to disagree.
ReplyDeleteI love that afghan. So beautiful. Please show a pic when you finish it. What baby wouldn't love to be snuggled in that?
I'm sorry that your finances are strung so tightly. It's a stressful thing.
As for Comcast..... ugh!! We are having a problem. Not worth going into. Will have to call them.
Said it before and will say it again...your needle working skills are amazing :)
ReplyDeleteOh mercy, that cable thing could happen to anyone. You didn't do anything and neither did the cats. That afghan is AMAZING. One of your best ever, I think. And you really do have some intriguing ideas. xoxo
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